Realisation

I realise as I grow older, I seem to have lesser time for everything... N I think I know the reasons why...

When I was in Pri Sch, all I need to go to sch, finish up my h/wk, do some assessments, have tests occasionally.

Then when I was in Sec Sch, I need was to go to sch, finish up my h/wk, do some TYS, prepare for tests frequently, go for CCAs twice a week, go out with frens occasionally (when my parents allow).

In JC, I had to go to sch, mug during my free periods, do difficult tutorials, prepare for @ least 2 or 3 tests per mth, do TYS, go for CCA once a week, go out with frens once a wk have to start thinkin bout my future...

Now in uni, I have to go to sch which is so far away, mug everyday, do super difficult tutorials, prepare for tests which always comes 1 whole chunk together, plan CCA stuffs v frequently, go out with frens more than once a week (and these frens havta split into 3 or 4 grps of frens), start planning my future & also think bout how my future affects my family, start to shoulder part of the family (esp when u're the eldest)...

I can foresee when I start to work, I'll be out of my house more than 12 hours a day, 6 to 7 hours of sleep per day, 2 to 3 hours of leisure time on wkdays, gatherings with frens & family during wkends.

Really v tired recently. I'm not complaining bout having too many gatherings, I actually enjoy em, I'm juz super lack of sleep. N I feel guilty of not being @ home more than half the time... It's the case since Thurs... N I can foresee tmr will be the same... OH well

Happy 22nd bday to myself II =D

I nearly 4got... Qiulin wished me 20min b4 12 cos she had to go & sleep... so... she & Steph can be number 1? Since both of em r early, lol.

I shall update the list of ppl who wished me happy bday! Lol.

1. Steph & Qiulin
   
2. Kor
3. Chris
   
4. Aimei
5. Tao Heng
   
6. Yeeming
7. Xianzhi
8. Dennis
9. Jiali
10. Joo
11. Cai
12. Weicong (company)
13. Yanting
14. Jane
15. Kel Koh
16. Couz Gnet
17. Couz Kaixian
18. Ruilin
19. Amy
20. Zhao Yong
21. Lincoln (b4 dinner)
22. Jiayao
23. Candy Lim
24. Tina
25. Gord
26. Jianqiang
27. Angela
    

I think I'm so lucky to have so many ppl ard me who rmb my bday! My handphone was flooded @ a point of time. Hehe. N I hope I didn't miss out anyone. Haha

Thanx to Linc, Qiulin, Steph & Weicong for the dinner treat juz now! We had choco fondue!! Yummy. 幸福 but sinful again, lol.

Anyway Lisheng wanted to be the last person to wish me Happy Birthday but he missed the timings, too bad, haha. So his name is not on the list, lol

Happy 22nd bday to myself =D

Also to my kor, Gen & Harlem!! Though these ppl dun read my blog.

I allowed myself to sleep late today since it's my bday lol, and also I had a hilarious time @ Settlers Cafe with Amy, Cai, Gord, Jen, Jiali, Joo & Merv.

Thanx to these ppl who wished me (in order)! Lol.

1. Steph (though she was 16sec early, hehe)
2. Kor
3. Chris
   
4. Aimei
5. Tao Heng
   
6. Yeeming
7. Xianzhi
8. Dennis
9. Jiali

And counting (I hope)....

I know my bday is the happiest day of some ppl's lives for the past few months cos it'll be their last day of VIP. Oh well... I shall tell myself to be happy cos I can celebrate the countdown of 1 more week to end of my VIP. =D

Grrrr

I wanted to upload Zpop photos but Blogger photo server is down... -_-

So I uploaded a few onto Photobucket =D

1st of all, of cos muz have my Jeff Chang! =D

Next is Liang Jing Ru, but her dress look like pyjamas to me =/


And for the sake of Jolin's fans, nah!

That's all for today, haha

现在是凌晨3点钟 aka It's 3am now

I'm supposed to meet my miscellaneous NUS gang (sorry for the word miscellaneous cos I dunno how I name it already! Cannot say it's Durin gang, cos some not from Durin.. Hmmm...) for Sakae Sushi buffet @ 11.15am @ Raffles Place, but I'm not asleep yet.

Why leh? Partially cos I'm still feeling v happy to hear Jeff singing live aft so long. The last time I went to his concert was in JC! Another reason was yah, I was chatting on MSN with him. I seriously need a rejection so I can start my Project Forget.

Hai...

Anyway... I gian KTV leh, but no time...

Now counting down to next Fri which is my bday =D & next next Fri which is the last day of my VIP =D

Seeee Geee Naaaa

I saw a super SGN today on bus 80 on my way home. He's so rude to his grandparents, keep using the word "boring" on em... "Boring, u all soooo boring"

ARGGHH!! N he was playing his coloured gameboy & talking so loudly. SUPER NOISY. Then he lift up his feet & rest em on his seat in front & he keep moving & moving. I was so fed up with him, I said, "Can u sit down?!" The grandfather said sth like "你看啦！快点坐下来！"

And guess what the kid said to me? "Boring, u all sooo boring"

Before I left the bus, I said to him, "So games are not boring lah?" N he got this blur look. MayB he only has 1 word in his dictionary, he dun understand the rest, hmm....

MayB I'm childish to argue with a kid, but I really can't stand SGNs, esp those who wear roller shoes & hold on their parents like koalas & glide on the floor @ crowded shopping centres. I think other than having a ban on smoking in indoors, they shld have a ban on roller shoes @ shopping centres.

Updates on the week

Monday was Jen's bday!! Happy 22nd bday to u ger! We had a steamboat dinner @ Chong Qing Steamboat along this small street somewhere near Bugis Junction. It's $18 nett/person & it's buffet! Free drinks also!! And the food is quite fresh!

Then we met Carol outside Mac for Jen's cake & bday presents.

What a small cake! But it's ex leh, & it's super chocolatey!


A speg strap for Jen!! Hehe.

Tues was Nick's (from ST Marine) treat. He's the 30 year old guy who's going to study ME in NUS the coming sem that I've been telling every1. Lol. Guess which of the following ppl he is?

As quoted from Aimei & Joo...
"Don't tell me it's the guy in yellow!!"
Yap yap, it's the guy in yellow. He look like he's 18. Lol.

Wed was Pirates 2 premiere night. Nice show! Thanx to the fren-who-feels-malu to invite me to watch it! Hehheh. I didn't managed to take a proper photo cos the lighting was quite low...

I went national lib on Thurs & borrowed some comics, haha. N I realised Planet Fitness is having free workout there every Thurs from 6.30pm to 7.30pm. So interesting. MayB I'll go someday.

Fri went to buy CDs & I bought Fan Yi Chen's CD

Sat... tuition in the morn, went games trial run aft that. Then me, Qiulin, Miao, Yeeming & Yancui went Bugis to shop. I spent $52 loh!! On a $20 Outfitters bling bling skirt & 2 $16 Pure Milk tees.

So I decided to laze @ home on Sunday & I pang seh Qiulin, Tao Heng & Jiayao on kayaking & KTV. Oopps. Haha. (Actually QL pang seh em on kayak also =X)

Sian. Work tmr again. The only happy thing is... it's ending in 3 wks time. =D

Zidane Head Butt Game

Wah... these ppl r fast in making games, lol

Quote of the day

Went to watch premiere of Pirates 2 today with a fren whom dun wanna be named cos the below will make her malu.

Fren points to the cinema screen: Aye, this guy looks like Beckham hor?
Me with a duh face (but she can't see cos it's dark): That's Orlando Bloom...

To think both of us were so crazy over Bloom during the LOTR trilogy times...

Super super pissed off mood

TA MA DE. I am really super super pissed off now.

Lessons of the day:

1. Do not suggest any ppl's name to anybody when he asks u who will want to share a fruits basket -- he thinks u'll inform the ppl who were named
2. So... if u didn't inform the ppl who were named, and the ppl were told that they have to pay $5 for the fruits basket, and they weren't happy for not being informed, the blame will be pushed to u, saying that "I shldn't have trusted her words"
   
3. Do reply everyone's SMS, even though there's no questions asked in the SMS
4. If u dun reply everyone's SMS, they'll think that ur phone has no more batt & flood ur SMS like nobody's business
   

So the moral of the story is? Dun be suay like me. Wat the hell. I don't care if he reads this or not cos he noes I'm pissed. I know he's pissed also, but so wat? As quoted from my sis, "Do I look like I care?"

I confirmed it's not my prob

Some1 made a comment sometime ago. I dunno whether it was juz a casual comment or there was hidden meaning or was it I was too sensitive cos I was having PMS. But well, I was quite affected for some time.

Later on when I started my internship, I realised I've not much to talk to Yvonne but I could talk quite alot with the guys AEs. I then started to recall That Comment. I began to think again whether it's my prob but well, I confirmed today that it isn't my prob. Took the same company bus with a ger from another dept & we tok nearly thruout the whole journey from the company to Little India. And she said, "Nice talking to u!" when she got down the bus. That was the sentence that made me confirm that it isn't my prob.

So moral of the story? Just a short sentence can brighten up some1's day =)

Anyway I'm gonna sleep @ 8.30pm, wake up @ 3.30am to watch Portugal vs France, order Mac breakfast @ 4am, leave home @ 5.30am for work. Plan so nicely! Wahahaha...

After watching the revival round

Once upon a time, there was a competition called Supergroup. Any group with 2 or more members that are above 16 and below XX age (I 4got, lol) and sings Mandarin songs can join in.

The most lan grp is called Winter Snow. The gers in the grp can't sing for nuts, they seldom can be heard and when u can hear em, they sound like they r screeching. N the grp leader actually posted an entry clarifying that there is mike problem so the gers can't be heard. I actually prefer the mike to have problem... N perhaps there's only 1 guy who can sing OK-ly. During a few shows, he looked like the "star" (not really like a star, but as compared to his grp members...), and the rest look like backup dancers.

Auburn was out 1 wk b4 Winter Snow. They had this self-high vocalist, a super cool looking keyboardist, whom made me suddenly had an urge to learn keyboard, lol. Actually this grp is quite creative lah, but vocalist is so-so only (PS: The keyboardist sound better than the vocalist)

Juz-C (read as Just-See) is an a capella grp which consists of 6 Malays. They r really good, but there's this more big-sized guy whom I dun really like the voice, but (unfortunately,) most of time he's the lead singer. But they are quite cute lah, can dance quite OK-ly and the harmonise really well. I think they dun need this competition to get famous though & I really pei fu em to sing in Mandarin. They already sang the channel song of a particular channel.

好力兵 aka Horlicks Beng can be considered the youngest grp. Kinda cute, the drummer can sing, but the guitarist cum vocalist always sound like he shouts, not v nice, and the keyboardist definitely can't sing, but he is a good beat box.

Ood:Stok is a grp that sings hip-hop songs only. @ the beginning, they were quite interesting but as time goes, they really can only sing songs with rap. And there's this super extra vocalist who always shake his head like nobody's business (there's 2 vocalist).

These were the 5 grps from the 2nd revival round.

For the remaining grps:

The 2nd most lan grp in the compeition is called Cha Shao Bao. N most of em look like baos. The vocalist can't really sing though I muz say the band is quite good. But wat is a band w/o a good vocalist?

Another of the remaining grp is called Satanised (was originally called Satan9 cos they had 9 ppl in the grp). The lead singer looks like an ex-Idol contestant, there's a v chio-looking guitarist and the band is good. The lead singer, so-so only lah...

K3 is actually a very good grp, but I feel that they juz dun have star quality. The vocalist is always wearing a hat/cap no matter which show. No 1 has ever seen his real hair yet I think... Anyway, all of em has nice voice. There was this once the guitarist injured his finger & the vocalist took over him while the guitarist took over the vocalist. They sounded as good!

BUDS is another good grp. They r actually brothers & most of the time they harmonise v well. They even won 1st runner up in another competition b4 Supergroup. And they r super tall!! (PS: the younger bro is cuter, lol)

Last but not least.... SPIRIT! My fav grp. They can really dance v v v well (cos nearly all of em are dance instructors, lol). As for their singing, quite ok lah, can improve. But as time passes, their singing really improved. And they r soooo shuai!!! Lol.

Ok, end of my story. The story is purely fictional and any resemblance of anyone in real life is a coincidence. =)

Zhang Jing Xuan - Guo Yun Yu张敬轩 - 过云雨

天空刚下过了场雨 看街上无人不躲
现在的你在做什么 还有没有在想我
快乐是否曾来过 探访我们两个
谁都不想让自己错 剩下了自己一个

找到你爱的咖啡店 尝试去感应着你
喝一杯低糖的latte 你还会想偿一口
快乐会否曾来过 探访我们两个
谁都不想让自己错 剩下了自己一个

春夏秋冬 有多少人会走
春夏秋冬 有多少人会懂

传闻你身边有个他 两个人很快乐吗
听说你跟他提起我 是否对我也牵挂
快乐是否也来过 探访你们两个
谁都不想再让你哭 剩下你自己一个

春夏秋冬 有多少人会走
春夏秋冬 有多少人会懂

外面的雨下得太久 我的心感觉冻了
看到这一场过云雨 你是否会想起我

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nice song to listen @ nite =D

Li Sheng Jie - Yan Di Xing Kong李圣杰 - 眼底星空

你好喜欢看我眼睛 你说是宇宙的缩影
只要没有分离　天气晴 能看见星星
我努力爱你宠你调整自己

我是邻居还是伴侣 时间带来残忍结局
在爱情的隔壁住友情　界线太锐利
对不起　就一刀切开所有亲密

眼底星空 流星开始坠落
每一滴眼泪说着你要好好走
转过身跌入黑洞
看着天长地久变两种漂泊
男人流泪比流血加倍心痛

眼底星空 流星跌落手中
我静静握着抬头向上天祈求
愿你先找到温柔
有人包扎伤口也挡住寂寞
谢谢你陪我被爱 听雨吹风

用三年去维系感情
用三秒钟结束关系
剩回忆能回去能温习能把你抱紧
就算爱烧成灰烬扬起变乌云

谢谢他给你　给一个爱你的星空