Stubborn or ｌogical?

The last time I saw him was during JC period, he was working at Challenger when we were shopping there. Don't know why but the scene is still quite vivid to me.
The last time I spoke to him..... Sec 3 maybe?

Didn't expect that I'll see him after so many years... I don't know about him, but I felt quite awkward when I saw him today, so I didn't wanna strike a conversation 1st, but he recognised me - he called me 小姐, and asked me if I'm Mingyan, but I guess the "小姐" part was out of courtesy cos of his job, haha.

I guess my friendship with him was weird to start with - he was after my good fren J at that time and she treated him quite badly. Don't remember what had happened but we became quite close friends, and that was when I had a small crush on him (yes, just a small one). It so happened that J started to like him and found out about my small crush and wrote a weird letter to me, saying that she knows based on looks and figure wise she win me, but I'm closer to him =/.

Sidetrack a bit, yah, I suppose u can guess it much, I'm not longer in contact with J anymore except for Facebook. Something more happened that made us drift apart.

Anyway, the crush ended somehow but we had a quarrel cos he refused to help me with something, which I felt at that only he could do it, and it made me recall that I was the one who was trying to keep the friendship alive, and so I stopped talking to him, thinking that he'll
regret. But I nv had an answer to that.

I wonder... if I had decided to give in and start talking to him, would our friendship have continued? Or would it have ended similiarly like this b'cos only 1 side is accomodating most of the times? I guess my decision then was both stubborn and logical. Haha

Anyway, I felt so awkward that I forgot to get his contact number from him, maybe I'll go back to where I saw him some time later